Its 4 am in the morning. Sometimes it seems like such a wonderful thing to be complaining or at least nagging to someone. And at the most definitely feeling high and mighty about oneself. Which is stupid I know. I wish I was able to write a story, and most importantly when if I do I wish that I could end the story but most of the time the stories I write have difficulties when it ends. I just can't seem to be able to pin point exactly, the art of ending a story. I remember from a hallmark movie, The Arabian Nights when the story teller was telling Shahrazad that the first key to a story was to capture your audience. And that literature courses I took in university the past two semesters tells me that the beginning and the ending of a story is the crux that would create the illusion and the impression it would give the reader. The last word becomes the most important aspect of such a thing. I got an average mark of a C for this literature course and it was the highest mark in the course, I am attracted to literature for a long time. When I was fourteen I started writing these stories, they were very attractive because most of them came from the back of my head it was an unconcious touch.But they seem to have no purpose and most importantly they have no ends.
I want to tell a story. I want to tell a story about my family and all the problems that we are facing stem from a long ago past. But I don't want a cliche association. I want to write like mahfouz or ananta toer. I don't practice much I agree and that is where it probably lies the problem. I read a lot but I dont diffuse enough energy into writing and I lack trying. Have I missed the point in understanding literature?
Ive read a review about incestual relations in literature and one of those reviews attracted me because it was talking about this book I read when I was 13. It was the God of Small Things by Arundhati Roy. In the book it describes the twin touching the naked male twin. They were dizygotic twins but what surprised me is the indication in which the review was made, it was definitely off the point. In the East such things are not indicative of having incestual relations. They are natural and made without sexual intention. I kiss my children on the mouth but I heard that in the West it could be misconstrued as sexual abuse. How is the expression of love of a mother to a child limited in such a way. Its disgusting actually. I know there are many controversies regarding such a thing in the west. As what Easterners as well as tribal families regard as normal and not even the least bit sexual is regarded as Westerners as incorrigible. Such as the family bed. Im not sure if Michael Jackson rapes children but here in the East it is regarded as nothing but as a form of love. Incest does occur to people and sexual abuse does happen but not in proportions that are akin to Western values. Or I should say Western secular values. Nowadays in literature as well as the media Eastern values such as these expressions of love are beginning to turn into sexual proportions. What is regarded as non sexual and even normal are beginning to turn rapists on. But what causes it I know associations are one of the basic forms of human social interaction. We begin to associate something and they turn into as we learn and re-learn something sexual. A good indicator of it is what is desirable and not desirable during sexual relations. Pornography although a basis and the freedom of self expression for some, but for those who cannot handle it has become some sort of a learning association process. In Islam there is something known as Muhrim and Aurat/Aurah. Muhrim means those who we can have sexual relations with (within the dictates of marriage) and those who we cannot. A muhrim is a person a Muslim cannot have sexual relations with. This includes the normal associations of mother, daughter, etc. But we allow cousin marriages but it is also encouraged to marry further than one's own genes say from different races or family. A son cannot marry his father's ex-wife for example unless that woman has not had sexual relations with his father for a long long long long time. (LOL) Aurat means the body parts visible to those who are Muhrim. Closing the Aurat is for those who are not one's own Muhrim sure some women are secular it is a person's own choice to wear hijab (covering) or not. Personally wearing a hijab is not so bad, I started wearing it after I gave birth to my second child. I don't get dandruff, which is kind of odd, considering many scientists claim that the humidity could cause dandruff, but its not hot probably the other women are too heavily draped. Its a great protector from UV rays and my hair smells great, maybe its because i have really short hair. Back on track, a woman's aurat with her muhrim say a father or a father in law or an uncle, is from her belly button down to her knees. This means its not sinful to be barebreasted, the reason for this is ofcourse when a woman is hot or breastfeeding a child. Hey, breastfeeding, maybe western women should brestfeed more often in public so as to avoid it being a sexual object. Breasts shouldnt be something regarded as a sexual object, They're natural functioning things where food comes from. Its sad when women have to pull their breasts up, sideways, down, bigger smaller, perkier, harder, stronger. All the pain and suffering of breast implants. Muslim men are getting so Westernized that they want what the Western men want breasts the size of mountains so thick and hard they could kill you with a hit. Its horrible. What's nice to complain about is a Malay man. Ive heard awful stories about Malay men. They're so sexist its disgusting, they expect their wives and girlfriend to wait on them hand and foot. Hello, Muhammad SAW did his own cooking, washing and mending. God knows, when it comes to observing credos such as having four wives Malay men are quick to jump at it, but credos such as protecting the environment, being kind to those who are suffering, giving alms, being humble and praying they just simply throw it out of the door. Where do they get such high handedness? Ill tell you, from stupid Malay mothers and stupid Malay women thats where. Malay women are the worst in propagating horrible innuendos such as men being the almighty, its disgusting. God keeps mentioning in the Quran, men and women are equal, over and over again. But do you think Malay men listen? And they have the cheek to pit it side by side with Islam, trust me, its not true, what God says once was men are stronger than woman therefore they are the protectors and maintainers of women not better than women, NOTE: stronger. Biological wise they can keep their brawn. Im too lazy to carry heavy things anyway, thats what theyre there for. To carry the television set Im not as stupid to carry it myself.
There was this ad in Malaysia, Brunei watches Malaysian cable, about this oil called Franch oil, it helps get rid of stretch marks but the ad ran only once. it was for other benefits as well such as your back or something like that kind of like Tiger balm but in oil. The wife was serving the husband tea wearing a navel exposing tee and she had stretch marks then the husband gave a disgusted look and a vocal 'eee' an asian equivalent of yuck. It was such a stupid ad. whats wrong with having stretch marks anyway, I think of it as my war scars. At least im still alive after being gutted twice (and on my way to a third). That proves my point men are becoming intolerable as they urbanize. You know what, if they're so adept at complaining about female body parts maybe they should carry the kid better yet, why dont they just become gay. Im sure they have a lot in common, like loving their own species. Its biologically and evolutionarily true, men are prettier than women. According to legend, King Joseph, (Apostle Yusuf), The king of dreams was the most beautiful man on earth. When women looked at him they accidentally cut off their own fingers instead of their veggies. Ive never heard of a woman as legendary as that all I know is that those who have been claimed as beautiful such as Helen of Troy the men had ulterior motives in declaring war, it wasnt just for her sake. Cleopatra was ugly too. You would be if you were inbred repeatedly. The male peacock has their fan tails while the female peacock is just...brown. God has dressed women in drab colours, maybe God wanted us to be more like men instead. Margaret Mead's tribes where one of the tribes (who the men were originally head hunters actually) had such a role reversal, the women acted like men and were plain and shaven while the men wore adoring garb and had petty skirmishes like women. The truth is, women are being OVER-feminized. The blue robin is a male while the female is also...brown. Lions are prettier than lionesses. Any sex of animal, the male is prettier than the female. That also includes us humans. My husband doesnt need a facial his nose has got blackheads and i swear he's still more attractive than I am. i smell better than him with the help of all my creams and lotions, and i need copious amounts of moisturizer just to be pimple free. he only needs facewash. it takes women hard work to look good and men just minimally. I propose all women just abandon their efforts to look good. Whatever for? Just be clean. the most prettiest of women, if looked closely resemble men. Models especially, they have no breasts, their face is more angular like that of a man and they have thick eyelashes, something men are born naturally with. Men are attracted to...women who have a good amount of testosterone. Oh my kid is waking up
I want to tell a story. I want to tell a story about my family and all the problems that we are facing stem from a long ago past. But I don't want a cliche association. I want to write like mahfouz or ananta toer. I don't practice much I agree and that is where it probably lies the problem. I read a lot but I dont diffuse enough energy into writing and I lack trying. Have I missed the point in understanding literature?
Ive read a review about incestual relations in literature and one of those reviews attracted me because it was talking about this book I read when I was 13. It was the God of Small Things by Arundhati Roy. In the book it describes the twin touching the naked male twin. They were dizygotic twins but what surprised me is the indication in which the review was made, it was definitely off the point. In the East such things are not indicative of having incestual relations. They are natural and made without sexual intention. I kiss my children on the mouth but I heard that in the West it could be misconstrued as sexual abuse. How is the expression of love of a mother to a child limited in such a way. Its disgusting actually. I know there are many controversies regarding such a thing in the west. As what Easterners as well as tribal families regard as normal and not even the least bit sexual is regarded as Westerners as incorrigible. Such as the family bed. Im not sure if Michael Jackson rapes children but here in the East it is regarded as nothing but as a form of love. Incest does occur to people and sexual abuse does happen but not in proportions that are akin to Western values. Or I should say Western secular values. Nowadays in literature as well as the media Eastern values such as these expressions of love are beginning to turn into sexual proportions. What is regarded as non sexual and even normal are beginning to turn rapists on. But what causes it I know associations are one of the basic forms of human social interaction. We begin to associate something and they turn into as we learn and re-learn something sexual. A good indicator of it is what is desirable and not desirable during sexual relations. Pornography although a basis and the freedom of self expression for some, but for those who cannot handle it has become some sort of a learning association process. In Islam there is something known as Muhrim and Aurat/Aurah. Muhrim means those who we can have sexual relations with (within the dictates of marriage) and those who we cannot. A muhrim is a person a Muslim cannot have sexual relations with. This includes the normal associations of mother, daughter, etc. But we allow cousin marriages but it is also encouraged to marry further than one's own genes say from different races or family. A son cannot marry his father's ex-wife for example unless that woman has not had sexual relations with his father for a long long long long time. (LOL) Aurat means the body parts visible to those who are Muhrim. Closing the Aurat is for those who are not one's own Muhrim sure some women are secular it is a person's own choice to wear hijab (covering) or not. Personally wearing a hijab is not so bad, I started wearing it after I gave birth to my second child. I don't get dandruff, which is kind of odd, considering many scientists claim that the humidity could cause dandruff, but its not hot probably the other women are too heavily draped. Its a great protector from UV rays and my hair smells great, maybe its because i have really short hair. Back on track, a woman's aurat with her muhrim say a father or a father in law or an uncle, is from her belly button down to her knees. This means its not sinful to be barebreasted, the reason for this is ofcourse when a woman is hot or breastfeeding a child. Hey, breastfeeding, maybe western women should brestfeed more often in public so as to avoid it being a sexual object. Breasts shouldnt be something regarded as a sexual object, They're natural functioning things where food comes from. Its sad when women have to pull their breasts up, sideways, down, bigger smaller, perkier, harder, stronger. All the pain and suffering of breast implants. Muslim men are getting so Westernized that they want what the Western men want breasts the size of mountains so thick and hard they could kill you with a hit. Its horrible. What's nice to complain about is a Malay man. Ive heard awful stories about Malay men. They're so sexist its disgusting, they expect their wives and girlfriend to wait on them hand and foot. Hello, Muhammad SAW did his own cooking, washing and mending. God knows, when it comes to observing credos such as having four wives Malay men are quick to jump at it, but credos such as protecting the environment, being kind to those who are suffering, giving alms, being humble and praying they just simply throw it out of the door. Where do they get such high handedness? Ill tell you, from stupid Malay mothers and stupid Malay women thats where. Malay women are the worst in propagating horrible innuendos such as men being the almighty, its disgusting. God keeps mentioning in the Quran, men and women are equal, over and over again. But do you think Malay men listen? And they have the cheek to pit it side by side with Islam, trust me, its not true, what God says once was men are stronger than woman therefore they are the protectors and maintainers of women not better than women, NOTE: stronger. Biological wise they can keep their brawn. Im too lazy to carry heavy things anyway, thats what theyre there for. To carry the television set Im not as stupid to carry it myself.
There was this ad in Malaysia, Brunei watches Malaysian cable, about this oil called Franch oil, it helps get rid of stretch marks but the ad ran only once. it was for other benefits as well such as your back or something like that kind of like Tiger balm but in oil. The wife was serving the husband tea wearing a navel exposing tee and she had stretch marks then the husband gave a disgusted look and a vocal 'eee' an asian equivalent of yuck. It was such a stupid ad. whats wrong with having stretch marks anyway, I think of it as my war scars. At least im still alive after being gutted twice (and on my way to a third). That proves my point men are becoming intolerable as they urbanize. You know what, if they're so adept at complaining about female body parts maybe they should carry the kid better yet, why dont they just become gay. Im sure they have a lot in common, like loving their own species. Its biologically and evolutionarily true, men are prettier than women. According to legend, King Joseph, (Apostle Yusuf), The king of dreams was the most beautiful man on earth. When women looked at him they accidentally cut off their own fingers instead of their veggies. Ive never heard of a woman as legendary as that all I know is that those who have been claimed as beautiful such as Helen of Troy the men had ulterior motives in declaring war, it wasnt just for her sake. Cleopatra was ugly too. You would be if you were inbred repeatedly. The male peacock has their fan tails while the female peacock is just...brown. God has dressed women in drab colours, maybe God wanted us to be more like men instead. Margaret Mead's tribes where one of the tribes (who the men were originally head hunters actually) had such a role reversal, the women acted like men and were plain and shaven while the men wore adoring garb and had petty skirmishes like women. The truth is, women are being OVER-feminized. The blue robin is a male while the female is also...brown. Lions are prettier than lionesses. Any sex of animal, the male is prettier than the female. That also includes us humans. My husband doesnt need a facial his nose has got blackheads and i swear he's still more attractive than I am. i smell better than him with the help of all my creams and lotions, and i need copious amounts of moisturizer just to be pimple free. he only needs facewash. it takes women hard work to look good and men just minimally. I propose all women just abandon their efforts to look good. Whatever for? Just be clean. the most prettiest of women, if looked closely resemble men. Models especially, they have no breasts, their face is more angular like that of a man and they have thick eyelashes, something men are born naturally with. Men are attracted to...women who have a good amount of testosterone. Oh my kid is waking up
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