Lagged brain and Shaman King
My brain is lagging at the moment. It isn't easy slugging 20 kg on your abdomen 24/7. It sucks when you're lying down on your stomach because your bladder is pressed on you. And everyday is hot, extremely hot. With your kids screaming 'mama' 'mama' to open a can of coke. I wish they extended the school holidays because honestly my brain isn't working full time. I remember back when I was a teenager there was a study in the UK and it was aired on Capital FM, pregnancy makes women dumber by a fraction or so. I don't know does it mean at its fullest extent or is it because it kills some grey matter? Well, smoking kills grey matter, drinking kills grey matter I suppose populating the earth kills grey matter as well. That's the problem with sanctioned studies, we quote them here and there but they aren't homogenous to the whole society. Sure, they are well controlled studies unaffected by problems of daily life which is more common than you think. Think of a day where you don't remember a thing which bothers you. Well, if you're single and unmarried I'm sure there are a lot of those days. So, should we dump the whole idea of experimentation and just get on with our lives? No, some aspects of experimentation has affected our lives to some degree. Its just that when it comes to problems such as socialisation, psychology and emotions the whole idea is a bit difficult to render. And these are the sadder aspects of experimentation, some of them involve humans, and most of the time, animals. These are people's lives we are talking about, even in the cases of animals. We are gambling and playing God. I was reading up on feral children and their socialisation processes. They aren't products of experimentation but victims of the acts of cruelty and dehumanization. Nevertheless, their existence has proven to be a great example for how humans could be welded, made and yes, convinced. You could ask a dog, a wolf to raise a child, the child could grow like an animal, it isn't known how they think but not only displays of the acts of animals humans could imitate but also learning how to smell distances like the animals that adopted them. Sadly, most of the children that were taken in by society would die shortly after they begin to be humanized. I think one of the most horrible stories I have ever heard is of Anne. Anne was a child born out of wedlock. Her grandmother was ashamed of her and ever since she was born she was left in a dark room and fed enough to keep her survived. I suppose the grandmother was a religious zealot who wouldn't allow abortions to happen and couldn't leave the child to die. I cannot imagine, by the Grace of God, how you can leave a newborn in a room alone soiling itself, daily. Maybe kept clean like a dog until the child becomes ten years old. I cannot imagine how the girl lived day by day locked and alone. I cannot even conceive how she managed to survive alive growing from babyhood to toddler to child all alone in one dark room. I don't understand how humans could be so cruel. If I was to say in inclination of faith I would definitely say, yes, all humans deserve to die. And yes, if I was an omniscient creator why the hell would I want to keep such filthy creatures around who can't even have even an inch of humanity and all under the masked reasons and faith of the God in question. This reminds me of some arguments put forward by some atheists as to why should humans believe in God when all things on earth are so evil and uses the name of God to commit acts of evilness. I can understand that some atheists are pained people, sick of all the suffering surrounding them. But I think its even more a shame to be an atheist and not lending a hand. If I was God I would wipe us all from this earth and put us all in hell. I suppose I have faith because of the reason of justice. But when I do remember the story of Anna I feel like killing myself of the insanity she has been through. This is one of the things called the 'forbidden experiment'. Some of them are written in biblical accounts, some like Moses' story or Abraham's and Ishmael's are Islamic and Judaeic in nature. (In the case of the bible the one nearly sacrificed was not Ishmael, Ishmael is an Arab Isaac was the Jew and in the bible as opposed to the Koran, God has promised bounty on earth from the line of the Jew than the line of the Arab enslaved princess Hagar's son Ishmael) These were religious experiments, determined to test faith, and in the case of Moses, his innocence. HUmans have been experimenting endlessly throughout time, and yes, our life is a trial and error process. Probably, that is why a few of us don't have qualms over experimenting animals or humans. During the second world war, the Jews (again as Moses and if the bible is right Isaac) were victims of nazi experiments. They were given multiple gases, sometimes they gassed whole lots of children using mustard gas. This is a special gas, there is no known cure for gases such as mustard gas. When inhaled people will suffer respiratory problems, their lungs will burn like paper and then they die a horrible death. The effects are irreversible and a known small amount will definitely give out cancer. Another major experiment was conducted by those who created the Atomic bomb that was dropped in Hiroshima and Nagasaki. The nuclear effects were similar to that of Chernobyl, areas which weren't demolished by the bomb left pregnant people giving birth to babies that were so ill deformed that they died shortly after being born. Those who merely were in sightly distance of the mushroom effect would in their lifetime be harangued by either cancer, or the inability to grow their hair. Their hair would fall in clumps as if they have undergone chemotherapy. Yes, we have picked ourselves up after tragedies of experiments, through biblical times until today. This is the human condition, we become better, even if it kills us. But still we produce people who do not understand the value of a human or animal life.
My brain is lagging at the moment. It isn't easy slugging 20 kg on your abdomen 24/7. It sucks when you're lying down on your stomach because your bladder is pressed on you. And everyday is hot, extremely hot. With your kids screaming 'mama' 'mama' to open a can of coke. I wish they extended the school holidays because honestly my brain isn't working full time. I remember back when I was a teenager there was a study in the UK and it was aired on Capital FM, pregnancy makes women dumber by a fraction or so. I don't know does it mean at its fullest extent or is it because it kills some grey matter? Well, smoking kills grey matter, drinking kills grey matter I suppose populating the earth kills grey matter as well. That's the problem with sanctioned studies, we quote them here and there but they aren't homogenous to the whole society. Sure, they are well controlled studies unaffected by problems of daily life which is more common than you think. Think of a day where you don't remember a thing which bothers you. Well, if you're single and unmarried I'm sure there are a lot of those days. So, should we dump the whole idea of experimentation and just get on with our lives? No, some aspects of experimentation has affected our lives to some degree. Its just that when it comes to problems such as socialisation, psychology and emotions the whole idea is a bit difficult to render. And these are the sadder aspects of experimentation, some of them involve humans, and most of the time, animals. These are people's lives we are talking about, even in the cases of animals. We are gambling and playing God. I was reading up on feral children and their socialisation processes. They aren't products of experimentation but victims of the acts of cruelty and dehumanization. Nevertheless, their existence has proven to be a great example for how humans could be welded, made and yes, convinced. You could ask a dog, a wolf to raise a child, the child could grow like an animal, it isn't known how they think but not only displays of the acts of animals humans could imitate but also learning how to smell distances like the animals that adopted them. Sadly, most of the children that were taken in by society would die shortly after they begin to be humanized. I think one of the most horrible stories I have ever heard is of Anne. Anne was a child born out of wedlock. Her grandmother was ashamed of her and ever since she was born she was left in a dark room and fed enough to keep her survived. I suppose the grandmother was a religious zealot who wouldn't allow abortions to happen and couldn't leave the child to die. I cannot imagine, by the Grace of God, how you can leave a newborn in a room alone soiling itself, daily. Maybe kept clean like a dog until the child becomes ten years old. I cannot imagine how the girl lived day by day locked and alone. I cannot even conceive how she managed to survive alive growing from babyhood to toddler to child all alone in one dark room. I don't understand how humans could be so cruel. If I was to say in inclination of faith I would definitely say, yes, all humans deserve to die. And yes, if I was an omniscient creator why the hell would I want to keep such filthy creatures around who can't even have even an inch of humanity and all under the masked reasons and faith of the God in question. This reminds me of some arguments put forward by some atheists as to why should humans believe in God when all things on earth are so evil and uses the name of God to commit acts of evilness. I can understand that some atheists are pained people, sick of all the suffering surrounding them. But I think its even more a shame to be an atheist and not lending a hand. If I was God I would wipe us all from this earth and put us all in hell. I suppose I have faith because of the reason of justice. But when I do remember the story of Anna I feel like killing myself of the insanity she has been through. This is one of the things called the 'forbidden experiment'. Some of them are written in biblical accounts, some like Moses' story or Abraham's and Ishmael's are Islamic and Judaeic in nature. (In the case of the bible the one nearly sacrificed was not Ishmael, Ishmael is an Arab Isaac was the Jew and in the bible as opposed to the Koran, God has promised bounty on earth from the line of the Jew than the line of the Arab enslaved princess Hagar's son Ishmael) These were religious experiments, determined to test faith, and in the case of Moses, his innocence. HUmans have been experimenting endlessly throughout time, and yes, our life is a trial and error process. Probably, that is why a few of us don't have qualms over experimenting animals or humans. During the second world war, the Jews (again as Moses and if the bible is right Isaac) were victims of nazi experiments. They were given multiple gases, sometimes they gassed whole lots of children using mustard gas. This is a special gas, there is no known cure for gases such as mustard gas. When inhaled people will suffer respiratory problems, their lungs will burn like paper and then they die a horrible death. The effects are irreversible and a known small amount will definitely give out cancer. Another major experiment was conducted by those who created the Atomic bomb that was dropped in Hiroshima and Nagasaki. The nuclear effects were similar to that of Chernobyl, areas which weren't demolished by the bomb left pregnant people giving birth to babies that were so ill deformed that they died shortly after being born. Those who merely were in sightly distance of the mushroom effect would in their lifetime be harangued by either cancer, or the inability to grow their hair. Their hair would fall in clumps as if they have undergone chemotherapy. Yes, we have picked ourselves up after tragedies of experiments, through biblical times until today. This is the human condition, we become better, even if it kills us. But still we produce people who do not understand the value of a human or animal life.
