My pregnancy and men
My pregnancy is driving me crazy, honestly. I have pains in all areas, especially my bum and my stomach. Its this third part that it gets worst. I don't know why I keep doing this to myself, honestly I don't mind that much even if I complain a lot. Its au contraire to a lot of people who don't complain but secretly hate their spouses, their children, everyone. Me, I'm completely honest that I keep these emotions right on the top, that way I don't feel deep-seated resentment, just plain anger. Deep down in my heart I love everyone that's because I show hostility right on the top but I know how to appreciate and I know when to give tact. Enough of personal flattery. Today it seems and it feels as if my stomach just got a tad bigger. Its hard to pray and it feels like I could have a burst heart if I continue praying standing up and down. I can't even bend correctly. Probably, some women don't have the same problems I do but I do, so don't judge me. I have difficulty breathing because its so heavy, I wonder how obese people can stand this kind of life? I'm a chubby girl and even to this extent of being 90 kg is way too much for me. Physically, emotionally, it stresses me out. No wonder obese people go through a cycle of overeating. I don't get some people who judge me for being minimally chubby and they themselves are wayy heavier than I am. Maybe they just want to make themselves feel good by calling other people names. Thats' just bad manners, but next time if they do do that to me again, I will definitely shoot back with an equally nasty comment. But really? Its my pregnancy talking, I get pissed at everyone nowadays. I have two more months, honestly, its hard but not so hard that I would think like my family that says oh its your fault you made a mistake getting pregnant, kids are not mistakes, if I was your parent I would say YOU'RE a mistake for telling other people they're mistakes. Sure its hard sure but which part of life isn't hard? Honestly some women are just jumping the gun on instant gratification. Kids are supposed to drive you crazy, that's the whole deal. You can't have a life that's a bed of roses (truth is beds of roses contain millions of thorns). And there's nothing wrong with living life a little bit harder either, or a tad short of money that you can't afford a Plasma television. There's nothing wrong with all of these things, point is slowly you might want to build your wealth, now that's great, one day you can be rich if you try but living life a bit harder right now is also okay. What most women don't realize is that there are always things that might make your water break. There could be wars (God forbid), economic depression could set in, you might lose your job, you don't have pension or you may finish your 401k. There are a million and one ways you could lose your money, life on earth finishes you off pretty quickly, so don't blame other people or yourselves when life throws you a hard ball. You just pick yourself up and move on, or better yet make yourself better. But that's the dumbest things about women, sadly, especially women from where I come from, they don't pick themselves up, they continously wallow in their dictate sad pathetic lives, and wish to pull other people into their pool of destitution. Yuck. I tell you what old ladies, you won't drag me in because I refuse to be bitter like so, even if you say a thousand times I will, I will try a thousand times more. That's another character of Bruneian women, they wish ill of others even though others don't bother them. For those kind of women I say Fuck You from Yours truly,
Love,
Liyana T
My pregnancy is driving me crazy, honestly. I have pains in all areas, especially my bum and my stomach. Its this third part that it gets worst. I don't know why I keep doing this to myself, honestly I don't mind that much even if I complain a lot. Its au contraire to a lot of people who don't complain but secretly hate their spouses, their children, everyone. Me, I'm completely honest that I keep these emotions right on the top, that way I don't feel deep-seated resentment, just plain anger. Deep down in my heart I love everyone that's because I show hostility right on the top but I know how to appreciate and I know when to give tact. Enough of personal flattery. Today it seems and it feels as if my stomach just got a tad bigger. Its hard to pray and it feels like I could have a burst heart if I continue praying standing up and down. I can't even bend correctly. Probably, some women don't have the same problems I do but I do, so don't judge me. I have difficulty breathing because its so heavy, I wonder how obese people can stand this kind of life? I'm a chubby girl and even to this extent of being 90 kg is way too much for me. Physically, emotionally, it stresses me out. No wonder obese people go through a cycle of overeating. I don't get some people who judge me for being minimally chubby and they themselves are wayy heavier than I am. Maybe they just want to make themselves feel good by calling other people names. Thats' just bad manners, but next time if they do do that to me again, I will definitely shoot back with an equally nasty comment. But really? Its my pregnancy talking, I get pissed at everyone nowadays. I have two more months, honestly, its hard but not so hard that I would think like my family that says oh its your fault you made a mistake getting pregnant, kids are not mistakes, if I was your parent I would say YOU'RE a mistake for telling other people they're mistakes. Sure its hard sure but which part of life isn't hard? Honestly some women are just jumping the gun on instant gratification. Kids are supposed to drive you crazy, that's the whole deal. You can't have a life that's a bed of roses (truth is beds of roses contain millions of thorns). And there's nothing wrong with living life a little bit harder either, or a tad short of money that you can't afford a Plasma television. There's nothing wrong with all of these things, point is slowly you might want to build your wealth, now that's great, one day you can be rich if you try but living life a bit harder right now is also okay. What most women don't realize is that there are always things that might make your water break. There could be wars (God forbid), economic depression could set in, you might lose your job, you don't have pension or you may finish your 401k. There are a million and one ways you could lose your money, life on earth finishes you off pretty quickly, so don't blame other people or yourselves when life throws you a hard ball. You just pick yourself up and move on, or better yet make yourself better. But that's the dumbest things about women, sadly, especially women from where I come from, they don't pick themselves up, they continously wallow in their dictate sad pathetic lives, and wish to pull other people into their pool of destitution. Yuck. I tell you what old ladies, you won't drag me in because I refuse to be bitter like so, even if you say a thousand times I will, I will try a thousand times more. That's another character of Bruneian women, they wish ill of others even though others don't bother them. For those kind of women I say Fuck You from Yours truly,
Love,
Liyana T
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