Sunday, December 31, 2006






These photos are beautiful, enjoy

Thursday, December 28, 2006

men are probably the most hedonistic and most idiotic because of hedonistic creatures on the planet. Its amazing what humans drive at just for their pleasure. Every invention is for the pleasure of humans, electric chair you say? well it gives pleasure to the state that want to kill off this particular citizen innit? the worst part is that women are pain seeking idiots who would like to help hedonistic males in their pursuit of pornography. I hate humans they're so dumb

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

i think it takes awhile to register that it is true after all. In a world where there are 6 billion people, only a handful can be trusted not to jump in the bandwagon and out of this handful a few have faith while the rest have abandoned God. Is it really true? Unfortunately, yes it is. From all the adults I have met when I was a teenager to now that I myself as an adult I find that a man or a woman with true unique sense for the love of philosophy the love of knowledge the love of understanding people and children in general is very very unique, infact almost impossible. However, I am glad to find that I have very good friends and they have been around me most my life albeit I never send one of those funny sms messages or send those wacky emails or smushy chain letters. I dont show my love that way. I enjoy being around them all and that is what I like and appreciate.

Once when I was fourteen I met a few married thirty year olds, ready to screw anything above the age of sixteen (or who knows probably below,too) One man who actually was angry over my motto (actually it was a slipknot song) people = shit and he said that I was calling the prophet shit too? Now I know its a slippery slope fallacy and the fact is I don't think the prophet is within the category of people anymore I suppose he's what you would call 'dead' people/person. Anyway, I argued with him and he said I was childish because I was only sixteen then he said as an adult blablabla at the end of the conversation he steers towards sex and talks about whether I wanted to have sex with him and I said yuck whatever for wouldn't your wife hate you for it kind of blunt questions young people would ask. And he retorted that his wife wouldn't mind. The last but not least I said to him, for all your religious inclinations, you cannot even control your sexual desire and you treat women like animals for the purpose of sexual pleasure. He was embarassed after that but the thing is its quite common for alot of thirty year old men like this - behaving badly. And you know for sure that men get itchy feet after years of marriage. The funny thing is when men behave badly they wouldn't even dream of or even feel the result of karma. They would get extremely angry when it happens to their daughters or wives, their sisters or mothers or cousins. And yet they manage to do that to somebody else's wife, mother, sister, cousin, aunt. Humans, most of them, I believe do not have the capacity to feel empathy for another human being. Some empathize animals to the extent that humans or human life is worth less than that of a dog. Imagine the money for a dog's MRI could be used to feed a newborn baby. Its only a matter of displacement. Why do I say the baby's life is more important than that of the dog's? And why do I say to a certain extent that you shouldn't blame a person who cannot afford children to bring in children into this world? Simple. Labour. Why do we like to blame a resource of labour that we need to build our buildings, plant our food, skin our goats and chickens so that our hands would not need to be soiled or we be disgusted of the actions so primitive that we should all actually be doing ourselves? Anyway, end of part. I

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Saturday, December 16, 2006

The Woman


Once in a while I will hear stories about blackmagic buffoonery, but you know as they say the power of placebos can be effective even interpersonally, I've asked the same question to my lecturer how is it that deep in native jungles people can be cured using shamanic rites such as singing and taking drugs and he tells me that placebos can be very effective tools to even cure illnesses, this explanation even in the throes of religious fervosity can count as some become cured of cancer and other terminal illnesses through the power of prayer and faith alone. This as science cannot explain, humans have used different interpretations of. Many professors and doctors (of the anthropological kind) do not scoff at the idea of possession and the otherworldly. What I wanted to discuss was the powers of those in the Malay culture call 'pemanis', 'susuk' and 'naisi kangkang'. There are many selling their trade on such and many sometimes as the story goes it all begins when someone's husband or boyfriend meets another woman and in less than a month would run off and marry her, and he, as if possessed would leave all his cares to be with his 'woman'. Such stories would begin with, definitely, someone sending a plate of food. What I do find odd is that in cases of cunnilingus and men giving women satisfaction orally do not develop a sort of madness towards their partners abandoning any care whatsoever. Some of the cases of the woman in question usually would be deemed unattractive, rarely though the 'other' woman is young and attractive. Another thing I do find odd is that such things are a process of life, any person male or female would at some point be leaving their partners for a better or more attractive person. But all of these things aside, why is it necessarily important that as women we put so much stress and significance on relationships? There are numerous shows playing on the theme of 'love' or volatile relationships examination of sex and love like sex and the city. What is all the hype of relationships? Finding the right man or woman, the better partner the more attractive partner, the more intelligent or successful or religious, etc. When we examine all these questions aside from the person being criminally insane why do women depend so much on men for everything? My sister asked my mother why she didn't change her lightbulb and her answer was, wait till I get a new husband. But why the serious dependence on men anyway? Hasn't women been successful without men for ages? And isn't it a fact that women of older ages have been tending the fields and caring for small children then coming home and wait on her lazy ass husband? Women have been successfully turning babies to people for eons and more and not just that, cook the food, get some money, sell some food, give birth to ten children, carry ten children, live and grow old. What is it with society's new image of the 'weak' woman? We have never needed men, when they're off fighting their dumb wars we at home were able to survive and care for ourselves without the help and protection of man. And yet our women spend money on such 'blackmagic' to procur a man. Seriously, I believe it is a psychological sign that they're wasting money on perspective. If women spent as much time as they do procuring a man women would have been able to conquer continents, manage palaces, become leading leaders. We are falling on the pitfalls of our own transgression. If only we could revolutionize women, the problem is, it will never happen. We are too busy and wrapped up in our own stupidity and need to please men. I suppose the reason why men are able to conquer worlds throughout history is the fact that they have utilized women. Im thinking no wonder women are so slow. It has been thousands of years and still women are second to men. It pisses me off.