I rarely talk about love and if i do most likely that it would be peppered with a hint of sarcasm, cynicism and skepticism. I'm not a bad person, I love my family very much and I love my husband very very much. It's just that when I think of 'other' kinds of love I simply automatically feign non-understanding. Almost to the brink of asking people to break up and save them the trouble and hassle of love. Yes, love is complicated and not just that they make people suffer greatly. In the Koran God explained that he has made his living things in pairs and he has planted within our hearts, love. Love for one another. At some point along the way of Islam progenitors such as Imam Ghazali believe that love strays men away from their main point, but Muhammad saw himself was a man in love. Again and again has he always said that the one he loved the most was his Khadija. And after her passing Aisha. He was belted by women left, right and centre but the man himself was of a shy disposition, sweet and loving. He would love children and animals, preached environmentalism, was a near communist by proposing zakat over everything where and how did we Muslims get lost like this? We have come a long way and definitely we have forgotten our roots so much so that most of the Muslim countries treat their women like crap, they punish the poor and withhold the zakat that was supposed to be for the benefit of the poor.
In another side of love, why I am so skeptical is the fact that my mother and her family believed that men loved only for the reason of beauty. The other reason is vagina. I'm not sure why, though. They have a tendency of lumping all humans into one form, I have to say my mother and her family are not good or nice people. Infact, they're almost evil. Anyway, I grew up believing such things that you know, men don't love women but see this is one thing that baffles me right? I really like my husband, I don't give a rats ass what they think because honestly, I think somehow my husband loves me too. I'm not sure though because my mom used to pester me saying my husband will run away I have to take care of myself blablabla, fortunately, after 3 years of marriage I got tired of being so uptight, it didn't work well with my marriage to listen to my mother, I just want to be myself, y'know? So, I abandoned all those things she said and if she pestered me I just say, if he doesn't love me for who I am then he isn't worth loving is he? And a million other cool examples woohoo! Witches of eastwick I hope you're reading this..KISS my ASS! HAHAHAHA sorry I'm straying, this blog is like my therapy yknow? And you know my marriage is better cos I don't give a shit, you live only once y'know, to be obsessed to force someone to love me, that's just crappy, I am me and I love myself. And no amount of love from my husband can help me when I'm dying. Although, it would be nice if he was next to me. :) Btw, Jaan is a BIG bitch, her mother's pussy is so big it's a tourist attraction in Brunei HAHAHAHA. Coolio!
In another side of love, why I am so skeptical is the fact that my mother and her family believed that men loved only for the reason of beauty. The other reason is vagina. I'm not sure why, though. They have a tendency of lumping all humans into one form, I have to say my mother and her family are not good or nice people. Infact, they're almost evil. Anyway, I grew up believing such things that you know, men don't love women but see this is one thing that baffles me right? I really like my husband, I don't give a rats ass what they think because honestly, I think somehow my husband loves me too. I'm not sure though because my mom used to pester me saying my husband will run away I have to take care of myself blablabla, fortunately, after 3 years of marriage I got tired of being so uptight, it didn't work well with my marriage to listen to my mother, I just want to be myself, y'know? So, I abandoned all those things she said and if she pestered me I just say, if he doesn't love me for who I am then he isn't worth loving is he? And a million other cool examples woohoo! Witches of eastwick I hope you're reading this..KISS my ASS! HAHAHAHA sorry I'm straying, this blog is like my therapy yknow? And you know my marriage is better cos I don't give a shit, you live only once y'know, to be obsessed to force someone to love me, that's just crappy, I am me and I love myself. And no amount of love from my husband can help me when I'm dying. Although, it would be nice if he was next to me. :) Btw, Jaan is a BIG bitch, her mother's pussy is so big it's a tourist attraction in Brunei HAHAHAHA. Coolio!
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