Tuesday, March 06, 2007

what is it with these couples and their 'look! i wanna declare how in love i am!' makes me sick. Sorry but that shit is so cliche it makes me sick. Anyway on another note,more importantly, it is the hottest and wettest moment of the Holocene period, although global warming is just a natural response in reducing the numbers of the earth's population the thought of me drowning to death doesn't seem so appealing. Neither do I want to see my children drowned to death either. I suppose, the end of some parts of the world is near but then agan earth is a cyclical motion, whatever happens now in a thousand years after this, the earth will recuperate, it will survive. Some old people go about ranting, the end of the world is near!!! the end of the world is near!!!, i can assure you it'll be a few thousand more years before the end is near, we humans seem to make the mistake thinking that this is the dawn of the better life, what our predecessors suffered in physically we suffer mentally and emotionally. Honestly, do you really think the surge of homosexualism today is the mark of the end of the world? Lot's lot has been doing it in Sodom and Gomorrha it was around in Pompeii and it was around in Greece. Whatever horrible things that are happening today it was much more worst ages ago, I wonder why humans think that whatever bad is happening to us today is very very bad? Honestly, back in the 18th century children died like flies, infants were killed in a massive scale in one oprhanage out of the 1000 babies only 45 survived. What made you idiots think we have it bad? That period of peace that was in the Koran, it is now, right now because there has never been more peace and goodwill right now than it did hundreds and thousands of years ago.

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Monday, March 05, 2007

I rarely talk about love and if i do most likely that it would be peppered with a hint of sarcasm, cynicism and skepticism. I'm not a bad person, I love my family very much and I love my husband very very much. It's just that when I think of 'other' kinds of love I simply automatically feign non-understanding. Almost to the brink of asking people to break up and save them the trouble and hassle of love. Yes, love is complicated and not just that they make people suffer greatly. In the Koran God explained that he has made his living things in pairs and he has planted within our hearts, love. Love for one another. At some point along the way of Islam progenitors such as Imam Ghazali believe that love strays men away from their main point, but Muhammad saw himself was a man in love. Again and again has he always said that the one he loved the most was his Khadija. And after her passing Aisha. He was belted by women left, right and centre but the man himself was of a shy disposition, sweet and loving. He would love children and animals, preached environmentalism, was a near communist by proposing zakat over everything where and how did we Muslims get lost like this? We have come a long way and definitely we have forgotten our roots so much so that most of the Muslim countries treat their women like crap, they punish the poor and withhold the zakat that was supposed to be for the benefit of the poor.

In another side of love, why I am so skeptical is the fact that my mother and her family believed that men loved only for the reason of beauty. The other reason is vagina. I'm not sure why, though. They have a tendency of lumping all humans into one form, I have to say my mother and her family are not good or nice people. Infact, they're almost evil. Anyway, I grew up believing such things that you know, men don't love women but see this is one thing that baffles me right? I really like my husband, I don't give a rats ass what they think because honestly, I think somehow my husband loves me too. I'm not sure though because my mom used to pester me saying my husband will run away I have to take care of myself blablabla, fortunately, after 3 years of marriage I got tired of being so uptight, it didn't work well with my marriage to listen to my mother, I just want to be myself, y'know? So, I abandoned all those things she said and if she pestered me I just say, if he doesn't love me for who I am then he isn't worth loving is he? And a million other cool examples woohoo! Witches of eastwick I hope you're reading this..KISS my ASS! HAHAHAHA sorry I'm straying, this blog is like my therapy yknow? And you know my marriage is better cos I don't give a shit, you live only once y'know, to be obsessed to force someone to love me, that's just crappy, I am me and I love myself. And no amount of love from my husband can help me when I'm dying. Although, it would be nice if he was next to me. :) Btw, Jaan is a BIG bitch, her mother's pussy is so big it's a tourist attraction in Brunei HAHAHAHA. Coolio!